Chapter 9
The fallout came in waves.
The pension board froze Drew’s survivor benefits pending review. My landlord gave me thirty days. At school, someone posted a screenshot of Drew’s name from the hearing, and Micah came home with a split lip.
Charlotte left Sean. She didn’t make a scene. She packed her car and told me, “I loved the idea of him. I don’t know who he is now.” Sean moved into a small apartment near the station. He refused to talk to reporters. He stopped wearing his uniform off duty.
Tuck stood by us. He drove Micah to school when I picked up extra shifts. He sat on my porch and drank coffee while I cried. “Drew was a good man who did a stupid thing,” he said. “You’re allowed to miss him and be angry at him.”
One night, Micah asked me to tell him the whole story. Not the child version. The real one. We sat on his bed with the tablet between us, the copy of the voicemail still saved.
I told him how Drew had stolen the money for Micah’s hospital bills. How he had planned to return it. How he had tried to expose Rawlings. How Sean had found the phone and hidden it because he was afraid. How I had hidden things, too.
Micah listened without interrupting. When I finished, he said, “You didn’t choose them.”
“No,” I said. “I chose you. And the truth.”
He leaned against me. For the first time in months, his body relaxed.
The next morning, I called the pension board and offered to testify again-not to defend Drew’s theft, but to explain what he had tried to do before he died. The evidence against Rawlings was already public. But I wanted them to see Drew’s remorse in his own handwriting. I wanted Micah to know his father’s last act wasn’t hiding. It was trying.