Chapter 4

Dale lived in a rented farmhouse with a wood stove and a satellite dish that worked when it wanted to. After midnight, when Owen was finally asleep on the couch under two blankets, Dale pulled up Ellis Ward’s channel on the laptop.

Ward Strong Family Coaching. Four hundred and twelve videos. A smiling man in a quarter-zip fleece standing in a tidy kitchen, talking about respect, structure, God’s order, and the cost of soft parenting.

“He’s not a monster on here,” Dale said. “That’s the problem.”

He was right. Ellis looked like the kind of man who would help you carry groceries. He looked like the kind of man who would pray for you by name. In the comments, mothers wrote thank you, this saved my family. Fathers wrote I wish I’d found you sooner.

I scrolled. The videos went back years. Some were free. Some were locked behind a subscriber tier. Dale clicked one of the paid previews. It showed a bedroom door closing. A child’s voice, muffled. A calm narration over it: “Correction is not punishment. Correction is preparation.”

“He’s selling it,” Dale said. “Whatever it is.”

I found the tier list. Bronze: weekly lessons. Silver: live Q&A. Gold: submit your own correction session for review. Parents uploaded their own footage. Ellis watched it. Ellis graded it. Ellis told them what they were doing wrong.

“Volume,” I said. “That’s the model. More families, more footage.”

Dale looked at me. “You’ve been on here for two years and didn’t know?”

“I didn’t watch his channel.”

“Then why are you on it?”

I didn’t answer. I kept scrolling. And then I saw the playlist.

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My mouth went dry. I clicked it. The first video was from nineteen months ago, before the divorce was final. My van in the driveway. My voice, raised, through a window: “I said get in the truck, Owen.” The second was from last summer. Me at the county fair, buying him a lemonade. The third was a still frame of my face outside the family court, jaw tight, eyes red.

There were twenty-two videos in the playlist.

“What is this?” Dale said.

I knew what it was. It was a file. It was a character. It was a before picture for whatever Ellis was building after.

At 2 a.m., I clicked the most recent upload. It was titled “When a Parent Refuses Correction.” The thumbnail was not me. It was Owen, seen from behind, standing on a concrete step. He was holding something heavy. The thumbnail blurred his face. It did not blur the tripod.

I closed the laptop. My hands were shaking. In the other room, Owen cried out once in his sleep and then went quiet. I sat in the dark and understood that Ellis Ward hadn’t started filming my son on Sunday. He had been filming me for two years. Sunday was just the take he’d been waiting for.